ON 20060501@6:45:20 PM at page: http://www.sxlist.com/techref/other/xes.htm#38838.7814814815 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] See also: http://www.tkastnd.org An excellent forum for the support of victums of sexual abuse. ON 20060501@6:47:56 PM at page: http://www.sxlist.com/techref/other/bdsm.htm#38838.783287037 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] See also: http://www.tkastnd.org An excellent forum for the support of victims of sexual abuse. Remember: BDSM is NOT abusive when it is being done correctly. All participants must be truly consenting adults who are excited and really do want to play. If you were abused, get over to tkastnd and talk to Meg. ON 20060502@10:07:02 AM at page: http://www.piclist.com/techref/other/solar.htm#38839.4215509259 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] archive reference /techref/postbot.asp?by=time&id=piclist/2006/05/02/113910a List post "Chernobyl - 20 years ago today" After May 1st, this turned to a discussion of solar power. ON 20060503@8:36:19 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/other/windmills.htm#38840.6792361111 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] removed post 38840.6792361111 |Delete ' can you decribe the fuel source.
' ON 20060503@8:38:18 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/other/windmills.htm#38840.6820601852 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] Published and replied to post 38840.6820601852 by alopina |Insert 'At the risk of doing your homework for you, the fuel source would be moving air. These are powered by temperature differentials.' at: '' alopina@aim.com asks: " what is the fuel source for a windmill?
and also what is the envirmental powersource for a wind mill" |Delete 'P-' before: '' but after: 'Basic physics... Bicycle regenerative braking forces" ON 20060505@12:51:28 PM at page: http://www.massmind.org/other/cars.htm#38842.2081134259 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] published post 38842.2081134259 http://www.myersmotors.com/ The Sparrow is supposed to be revived by Myers Motors, but as I recall, the price is stunning. |Delete 'P-' before: '' but after: ' ON 20060507@6:21:16 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/bikes.htm#38844.7647685185 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] See also: http://www.bikemania.biz/Greenline_Bicycle_26_Triplets_Bike_6_spd_p/green_bc-10.htm Greenline Bicycles 26" BC-10 Triplets Bike ALL SHIMANO 6-Speed
ON 20060507@6:23:43 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/bikes.htm#38844.7664699074 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] Says in a new file at: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/biketrailers.htm Bicycle Trailers ON 20060507@6:24:12 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/biketrailers.htm# James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] edited the page. Difference: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/diff.asp?url=H:\techref\other\biketrailers.htm&version=0 ON 20060507@6:24:45 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/biketrailers.htm#38844.7671875 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] See also: http://www.bicycletrailers.com/Up-to-2-Passengers/2%20Conversion%20Trailers/index.cat Conversion Trailers ON 20060507@6:26:14 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/biketrailers.htm#38844.7682175926 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] See also: http://www.bicycletrailers.com/Chariot-SideCar.pro Side car ON 20060507@6:28:50 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/bikes.htm#38844.7700231482 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] See also: /techref/other/cars.htm Cars ON 20060507@6:29:13 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/bikes.htm#38844.7702893519 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] Says /techref/other/cars.htm Cars ON 20060507@6:30:39 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/cars.htm#38844.7712847222 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] See also: http://www.bikemania.biz/Quad_4_Wheel_Bicycle_p/palm_quadcycle.htm Quad 4 Wheel Roadster Bicycle by Palm $1780 ON 20060507@6:36:25 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/bikes.htm#38844.7752777778 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] Says in a new file at: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/bikemotors.htm Powered Assist for
Bicycles ON 20060507@6:36:49 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/bikes.htm# James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] edited the page. Difference: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/diff.asp?url=H:\techref\other\bikes.htm&version=7 ON 20060507@6:37:16 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/bikemotors.htm# James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] edited the page. Difference: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/diff.asp?url=H:\techref\other\bikemotors.htm&version=0 ON 20060507@6:37:37 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/bikemotors.htm#38844.7761111111 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] See also: http://www.ecrater.com/product.php?pid=62403 Electric bike bicycle hub motor kit, 36 volt, 600 watt, brushed, brand new. $350 ON 20060507@6:40:41 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/bikemotors.htm#38844.7782523148 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] See also: http://www.electriccyclery.com/catalog/electric-conversion-kits-c-32.html Electric Bicycle Conversion Kits for electric bikes ON 20060507@6:43:43 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/bikemotors.htm#38844.7803587963 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] See also: /techref/other/regenerativebrakes.htm Regenerative Brakes for Bike Cars ON 20060507@6:43:55 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/bikemotors.htm#38844.7804976852 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] Says /techref/other/regenerativebrakes.htm Regenerative Brakes for Bike Cars ON 20060507@6:44:16 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/bikemotors.htm# James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] edited the page. Difference: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/diff.asp?url=H:\techref\other\bikemotors.htm&version=5 ON 20060507@6:45:02 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/regenerativebrakes.htm# James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] edited the page. Difference: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/diff.asp?url=H:\techref\other\regenerativebrakes.htm&version=1 ON 20060507@6:47:20 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/bikemotors.htm#38844.7828703704 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] See also: http://www.electricscooterparts.com/ Electric Scooter Parts ON 20060507@6:55:45 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/bikemotors.htm#38844.7887152778 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] See also: http://store.nycewheels.com/conversionkits.html Electric Conversion kit for Bicycles. ON 20060507@7:07:00 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/bikemotors.htm#38844.7965277778 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] See also: http://www.mhtx.com/ Fuel Cell Technology including applications in scooters and bicycles. ON 20060507@7:13:26 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/bikes.htm#38844.8009953704 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] See also: http://www.sell.com/228G2P bike rack that mounts on the seat post and converts any two bikes into a tandem arrangement. Eliminates instability of bikes when riding in tandem. Both bikes can contribute to the ride but both can also push or pull independently of the other rider. Not for training purposes. A child must be able to ride and brake a standard bike by themselves. ON 20060507@7:13:32 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/bikes.htm#38844.7700231482 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] removed post 38844.7700231482 |Delete ' /techref/other/cars.htm Cars
  • ' ON 20060507@7:18:12 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/bikes.htm#38844.8042939815 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] See also: http://www.bikexprt.com/bicycle/tandem.htm Makeing a tandem bike from 3 regular bike frames ON 20060507@7:58:10 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/regenerativebrakes.htm#38844.8320601852 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] See also: http://www.ihpva.org/HParchive/PDF/31-v9n3-1991.pdf "In Search of the Massless Flywheel by John S. Allen ON 20060507@7:59:42 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/regenerativebrakes.htm# James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] edited the page. Difference: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/diff.asp?url=H:\techref\other\regenerativebrakes.htm&version=3 ON 20060507@8:00:25 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/bikemotors.htm# James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] edited the page. Difference: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/diff.asp?url=H:\techref\other\bikemotors.htm&version=9 ON 20060510@10:05:13 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/homefarms.htm#38847.9202777778 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] See also: http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&lr=&safe=off&q=Integral+Urban+House+Farallones+Institute%2C+Berkeley Integral Urban House is a research project of the Farallones Institute, Berkeley CA. As far as I know, they do not have a web site of thier own, but they do have bees, aquaculture (fish for food) in a small pond, and humanure via an experimentally licenced Clivus Multrum toilet. ON 20060512@6:30:32 PM at page: http://www.sxlist.com/other/solfrig.htm#38849.6603819444 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] Published and replied to post 38849.6603819444 by hoornbp |Insert 'I'm only duplicating the illustration found on thier web page. Sadly, no better copy exists.' at: '' hoornbp@whitman.edu asks:
    I sure wish I could read the script around the illustration, but no matter how much I enlarge it, it remains illegible. Any chance of getting a translation, or a switch to a legible font?
    |Delete 'P-' before: '' but after: ' Ouch. I can't make any of it out. Have you tried to make one of these? |Delete 'P-' before: '' but after: 'hoornbp@whitman.edu asks:
    Does anyone have any idea what the text around the diagram says? I want to build one of these, but I'd like to know more before I begin. Has anyone tried this?
    |Delete 'P-' before: '' but after: 'simple NDA/IP question" Might relate to WalMart or greed ON 20060530@1:14:41 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/peace.htm#38867.5518518519 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] Says in a new file at: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/domesticviolence.htm Domestic Violence ON 20060530@1:25:31 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/chain.htm# James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] edited the page. Difference: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/diff.asp?url=H:\techref\other\chain.htm&version=0 ON 20060530@1:26:01 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/domesticviolence.htm#38867.5597222222 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] Says Just wanted to say a word for the dead after this memorial day. Especially the fallen soldiers in Iraq. I know this forum is normally about domestic violence, but I hope we can take a moment to decry other forms of violence as well. A couple that I and my wife are very close to are counselors, he works for the Dept of Veterans Affairs and she is a rape / crisis counselor in private practice. They have told me that survivors of war and survivors of rape often have similar symptoms and challenges, so maybe there is something in common after all. I don't know.

    But I do know that I grieve for my brothers who died in this war, and in my war (the first Gulf War) and in my friends war (VietNam) and my mentors war (WW II). I grieve for the families they left behind, for the comrades who bear the guilt of having survived them, and for the violence that all we soldiers have inflicted on others.

    When I was a young man, I joined the Navy so that I could support a girl whom I had asked to marry me. I thought long and hard before choosing helicopter based anti submarine warfare because there are very few civilian submarines and so little chance of killing innocents. I was sent to the first gulf war and my helicopter helped to clear mine fields. All was well until my helo was used to guide army attack helos from the gulf to the area of their targets. In the video from one of their wire guided missiles, there was a distinct image of a teeter-totter going up and down as the missile zoomed in. The secondary explosion left little doubt that those kids were killed.

    After the war, I started drinking. With the goal of getting drunk. Years later, AA taught me to make amends to everyone that I had wronged. Today, I am trying to do that, in a negligible way, by speaking out against any form of violence.

    I won't try to make the world rosy. It is true that many problems seem to have no solution but "the last resort of the incompetent." They are resolved only when an 18 year old is standing on a hill with an M-16 in his hand. Or when a serial rapist goes to the chair. And it seems that even more local problems end with a violent solution: Disobedience in children is "solved" by yelling / spanking / slapping and much, much worse. Sexual frustration or inadequicy is "solved" by rape and molestation.

    We are all incompetent at one time or another, in one way or another, and we all feel the desire to give in and just lash out, let go of our self control and do harm to others to get what we want. Sometimes we must be violent to get what we need. Even to survive.

    But it goes even deeper than that, I believe. In "The War Prayer" Mark Twain said "If you pray for the blessing of rain upon your crop which needs it, by that act you are possibly praying for a curse upon some neighbor's crop which may not need rain and can be injured by it."

    In the first Gulf War, my war, it was about oil, no question. We were protecting our "valuable trading partner" Kuwait and our uninterrupted supply of the oil we had come to depend upon. I blamed the killing on my country: How could my government, my people, send me over here and order me to do this? Did they really need that oil so badly? Now that I'm back here, I'm a part of that country. The finger of guilt has a way of traveling in large circles...

    The vast majority of our food is grown with petroleum based fertilizers. And the major users of fuel are the trucks, trains and ships that transport our food and other goods.

    Bananas, grown thousands of miles away in a banana republic, are cheap to ship over here because oil is kept cheap through war. I think of eating a banana over here as firing a round of ammunition over there.

    Driving a hummer, eating bananas, shopping for the lowest price for foreign goods; these are all tiny violence's that we commit without thinking. Multiplied times the millions of people who commit them, they are the cause of our wars, of the oppression of peoples in the 3rd world, of the death of personal responsibility.

    For memorial day, I worked in my garden. We have spinach, lettuce, onions, chives, green and red peppers, tomatoes, and more strawberries than we can eat. It was great exercise, it was peaceful, and it made me happy on a very, very sad day.

    You can start small and still have an impact. Buy locally grown, organic food. Cut an old milk jug or something from your trash in half to make a pot, plant cherry tomatoes or basil or something else that is easy to grow. Set it out in the sun, water it once a day, just enough to dampen to soil.

    Have faith that it will grow. And when you eat the result, know that it does make a difference. Know that because of it one less round of ammunition will need to be fired by an 18 year old in some other country. You can eat it here and it will make your body healthy. And their bodies won't have to eat it over there. ON 20060530@1:26:57 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/domesticviolence.htm#38867.5603819444 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] See also: http://www.tkastnd.org An excellent forum for the support of victums of sexual abuse. ON 20060530@1:32:07 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/peace.htm# James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] edited the page. Difference: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/diff.asp?url=H:\techref\other\peace.htm&version=11 ON 20060530@1:33:52 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/domesticviolence.htm#38867.5651851852 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786]

    Domestic Violence

    Just wanted to say a word for the dead after this memorial day. Especially the fallen soldiers in Iraq. I know this forum^ is normally about domestic violence, but I hope we can take a moment to decry other forms of violence as well. A couple that I and my wife are very close to are counselors, he works for the Dept of Veterans Affairs and she is a rape / crisis counselor in private practice. They have told me that survivors of war and survivors of rape often have similar symptoms and challenges, so maybe there is something in common after all. I don't know.

    But I do know that I grieve for my brothers who died in this war, and in my war (the first Gulf War) and in my friends war (VietNam) and my mentors war (WW II). I grieve for the families they left behind, for the comrades who bear the guilt of having survived them, and for the violence that all we soldiers have inflicted on others.

    When I was a young man, I joined the Navy so that I could support a girl whom I had asked to marry me. I thought long and hard before choosing helicopter based anti submarine warfare because there are very few civilian submarines and so little chance of killing innocents. I was sent to the first gulf war and my helicopter helped to clear mine fields. All was well until my helo was used to guide army attack helos from the gulf to the area of their targets. In the video from one of their wire guided missiles, there was a distinct image of a teeter-totter going up and down as the missile zoomed in. The secondary explosion left little doubt that those kids were killed.

    After the war, I started drinking. With the goal of getting drunk. Years later, AA taught me to make amends to everyone that I had wronged. Today, I am trying to do that, in a negligible way, by speaking out against any form of violence.

    I won't try to make the world rosy. It is true that many problems seem to have no solution but "the last resort of the incompetent." They are resolved only when an 18 year old is standing on a hill with an M-16 in his hand. Or when a serial rapist goes to the chair. And it seems that even more local problems end with a violent solution: Disobedience in children is "solved" by yelling / spanking / slapping and much, much worse. Sexual frustration or inadequicy is "solved" by rape and molestation.

    We are all incompetent at one time or another, in one way or another, and we all feel the desire to give in and just lash out, let go of our self control and do harm to others to get what we want. Sometimes we must be violent to get what we need. Even to survive.

    But it goes even deeper than that, I believe. In "The War Prayer" Mark Twain said "If you pray for the blessing of rain upon your crop which needs it, by that act you are possibly praying for a curse upon some neighbor's crop which may not need rain and can be injured by it."

    In the first Gulf War, my war, it was about oil, no question. We were protecting our "valuable trading partner" Kuwait and our uninterrupted supply of the oil we had come to depend upon. I blamed the killing on my country: How could my government, my people, send me over here and order me to do this? Did they really need that oil so badly? Now that I'm back here, I'm a part of that country. The finger of guilt has a way of traveling in large circles...

    The vast majority of our food is grown with petroleum based fertilizers. And the major users of fuel are the trucks, trains and ships that transport our food and other goods.

    Bananas, grown thousands of miles away in a banana republic, are cheap to ship over here because oil is kept cheap through war. I think of eating a banana over here as firing a round of ammunition over there.

    Driving a hummer, eating bananas, shopping for the lowest price for foreign goods; these are all tiny violence's that we commit without thinking. Multiplied times the millions of people who commit them, they are the cause of our wars, of the oppression of peoples in the 3rd world, of the death of personal responsibility.

    For memorial day, I worked in my garden. We have spinach, lettuce, onions, chives, green and red peppers, tomatoes, and more strawberries than we can eat. It was great exercise, it was peaceful, and it made me happy on a very, very sad day.

    You can start small and still have an impact. Buy locally grown, organic food. Cut an old milk jug or something from your trash in half to make a pot, plant cherry tomatoes or basil or something else that is easy to grow. Set it out in the sun, water it once a day, just enough to dampen to soil.

    Have faith that it will grow. And when you eat the result, know that it does make a difference. Know that because of it one less round of ammunition will need to be fired by an 18 year old in some other country. You can eat it here and it will make your body healthy. And their bodies won't have to eat it over there.

    See also:

    ON 20060530@1:35:18 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/domesticviolence.htm#38867.5661805556 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786]

    Domestic Violence

    Just wanted to say a word for the dead after this memorial day. Especially the fallen soldiers in Iraq. I know this forum is normally about domestic violence, but I hope we can take a moment to decry other forms of violence as well. A couple that I and my wife are very close to are counselors, he works for the Dept of Veterans Affairs and she is a rape / crisis counselor in private practice. They have told me that survivors of war and survivors of rape often have similar symptoms and challenges, so maybe there is something in common after all. I don't know.

    But I do know that I grieve for my brothers who died in this war, and in my war (the first Gulf War) and in my friends war (VietNam) and my mentors war (WW II). I grieve for the families they left behind, for the comrades who bear the guilt of having survived them, and for the violence that all we soldiers have inflicted on others.

    When I was a young man, I joined the Navy so that I could support a girl whom I had asked to marry me. I thought long and hard before choosing helicopter based anti submarine warfare because there are very few civilian submarines and so little chance of killing innocents. I was sent to the first gulf war and my helicopter helped to clear mine fields. All was well until my helo was used to guide army attack helos from the gulf to the area of their targets. In the video from one of their wire guided missiles, there was a distinct image of a teeter-totter going up and down as the missile zoomed in. The secondary explosion left little doubt that those kids were killed.

    After the war, I started drinking. With the goal of getting drunk. Years later, AA taught me to make amends to everyone that I had wronged. Today, I am trying to do that, in a negligible way, by speaking out against any form of violence.

    I won't try to make the world rosy. It is true that many problems seem to have no solution but "the last resort of the incompetent." They are resolved only when an 18 year old is standing on a hill with an M-16 in his hand. Or when a serial rapist goes to the chair. And it seems that even more local problems end with a violent solution: Disobedience in children is "solved" by yelling / spanking / slapping and much, much worse. Sexual frustration or inadequicy is "solved" by rape and molestation.

    We are all incompetent at one time or another, in one way or another, and we all feel the desire to give in and just lash out, let go of our self control and do harm to others to get what we want. Sometimes we must be violent to get what we need. Even to survive.

    But it goes even deeper than that, I believe. In "The War Prayer" Mark Twain said "If you pray for the blessing of rain upon your crop which needs it, by that act you are possibly praying for a curse upon some neighbor's crop which may not need rain and can be injured by it."

    In the first Gulf War, my war, it was about oil, no question. We were protecting our "valuable trading partner" Kuwait and our uninterrupted supply of the oil we had come to depend upon. I blamed the killing on my country: How could my government, my people, send me over here and order me to do this? Did they really need that oil so badly? Now that I'm back here, I'm a part of that country. The finger of guilt has a way of traveling in large circles...

    The vast majority of our food is grown with petroleum based fertilizers. And the major users of fuel are the trucks, trains and ships that transport our food and other goods.

    Bananas, grown thousands of miles away in a banana republic, are cheap to ship over here because oil is kept cheap through war. I think of eating a banana over here as firing a round of ammunition over there.

    Driving a hummer, eating bananas, shopping for the lowest price for foreign goods; these are all tiny violence's that we commit without thinking. Multiplied times the millions of people who commit them, they are the cause of our wars, of the oppression of peoples in the 3rd world, of the death of personal responsibility.

    For memorial day, I worked in my garden. We have spinach, lettuce, onions, chives, green and red peppers, tomatoes, and more strawberries than we can eat. It was great exercise, it was peaceful, and it made me happy on a very, very sad day.

    You can start small and still have an impact. Buy locally grown, organic food. Cut an old milk jug or something from your trash in half to make a pot, plant cherry tomatoes or basil or something else that is easy to grow. Set it out in the sun, water it once a day, just enough to dampen to soil.

    Have faith that it will grow. And when you eat the result, know that it does make a difference. Know that because of it one less round of ammunition will need to be fired by an 18 year old in some other country. You can eat it here and it will make your body healthy. And their bodies won't have to eat it over there.

    See also:

    ON 20060530@1:35:49 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/domesticviolence.htm# James Newton[JMN-EFP-786] edited the page. Difference: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/diff.asp?url=H:\techref\other\domesticviolence.htm&version=4 ON 20060530@1:36:02 PM at page: http://techref.massmind.org/techref/other/domesticviolence.htm#38867.5666898148 James Newton[JMN-EFP-786]

    Domestic Violence

    Just wanted to say a word for the dead after this memorial day. Especially the fallen soldiers in Iraq. I know this forum is normally about domestic violence, but I hope we can take a moment to decry other forms of violence as well. A couple that I and my wife are very close to are counselors, he works for the Dept of Veterans Affairs and she is a rape / crisis counselor in private practice. They have told me that survivors of war and survivors of rape often have similar symptoms and challenges, so maybe there is something in common after all. I don't know.

    But I do know that I grieve for my brothers who died in this war, and in my war (the first Gulf War) and in my friends war (VietNam) and my mentors war (WW II). I grieve for the families they left behind, for the comrades who bear the guilt of having survived them, and for the violence that all we soldiers have inflicted on others.

    When I was a young man, I joined the Navy so that I could support a girl whom I had asked to marry me. I thought long and hard before choosing helicopter based anti submarine warfare because there are very few civilian submarines and so little chance of killing innocents. I was sent to the first gulf war and my helicopter helped to clear mine fields. All was well until my helo was used to guide army attack helos from the gulf to the area of their targets. In the video from one of their wire guided missiles, there was a distinct image of a teeter-totter going up and down as the missile zoomed in. The secondary explosion left little doubt that those kids were killed.

    After the war, I started drinking. With the goal of getting drunk. Years later, AA taught me to make amends to everyone that I had wronged. Today, I am trying to do that, in a negligible way, by speaking out against any form of violence.

    I won't try to make the world rosy. It is true that many problems seem to have no solution but "the last resort of the incompetent." They are resolved only when an 18 year old is standing on a hill with an M-16 in his hand. Or when a serial rapist goes to the chair. And it seems that even more local problems end with a violent solution: Disobedience in children is "solved" by yelling / spanking / slapping and much, much worse. Sexual frustration or inadequicy is "solved" by rape and molestation.

    We are all incompetent at one time or another, in one way or another, and we all feel the desire to give in and just lash out, let go of our self control and do harm to others to get what we want. Sometimes we must be violent to get what we need. Even to survive.

    But it goes even deeper than that, I believe. In "The War Prayer" Mark Twain said "If you pray for the blessing of rain upon your crop which needs it, by that act you are possibly praying for a curse upon some neighbor's crop which may not need rain and can be injured by it."

    In the first Gulf War, my war, it was about oil, no question. We were protecting our "valuable trading partner" Kuwait and our uninterrupted supply of the oil we had come to depend upon. I blamed the killing on my country: How could my government, my people, send me over here and order me to do this? Did they really need that oil so badly? Now that I'm back here, I'm a part of that country. The finger of guilt has a way of traveling in large circles...

    The vast majority of our food is grown with petroleum based fertilizers. And the major users of fuel are the trucks, trains and ships that transport our food and other goods.

    Bananas, grown thousands of miles away in a banana republic, are cheap to ship over here because oil is kept cheap through war. I think of eating a banana over here as firing a round of ammunition over there.

    Driving a hummer, eating bananas, shopping for the lowest price for foreign goods; these are all tiny violence's that we commit without thinking. Multiplied times the millions of people who commit them, they are the cause of our wars, of the oppression of peoples in the 3rd world, of the death of personal responsibility.

    For memorial day, I worked in my garden. We have spinach, lettuce, onions, chives, green and red peppers, tomatoes, and more strawberries than we can eat. It was great exercise, it was peaceful, and it made me happy on a very, very sad day.

    You can start small and still have an impact. Buy locally grown, organic food. Cut an old milk jug or something from your trash in half to make a pot, plant cherry tomatoes or basil or something else that is easy to grow. Set it out in the sun, water it once a day, just enough to dampen to soil.

    Have faith that it will grow. And when you eat the result, know that it does make a difference. Know that because of it one less round of ammunition will need to be fired by an 18 year old in some other country. You can eat it here and it will make your body healthy. And their bodies won't have to eat it over there.

    See also:

    James Newton :

    Domestic Violence

    Just wanted to say a word for the dead after this memorial day. Especially the fallen soldiers in Iraq. I know this forum^ is normally about domestic violence, but I hope we can take a moment to decry other forms of violence as well. A couple that I and my wife are very close to are counselors, he works for the Dept of Veterans Affairs and she is a rape / crisis counselor in private practice. They have told me that survivors of war and survivors of rape often have similar symptoms and challenges, so maybe there is something in common after all. I don't know.

    But I do know that I grieve for my brothers who died in this war, and in my war (the first Gulf War) and in my friends war (VietNam) and my mentors war (WW II). I grieve for the families they left behind, for the comrades who bear the guilt of having survived them, and for the violence that all we soldiers have inflicted on others.

    When I was a young man, I joined the Navy so that I could support a girl whom I had asked to marry me. I thought long and hard before choosing helicopter based anti submarine warfare because there are very few civilian submarines and so little chance of killing innocents. I was sent to the first gulf war and my helicopter helped to clear mine fields. All was well until my helo was used to guide army attack helos from the gulf to the area of their targets. In the video from one of their wire guided missiles, there was a distinct image of a teeter-totter going up and down as the missile zoomed in. The secondary explosion left little doubt that those kids were killed.

    After the war, I started drinking. With the goal of getting drunk. Years later, AA taught me to make amends to everyone that I had wronged. Today, I am trying to do that, in a negligible way, by speaking out against any form of violence.

    I won't try to make the world rosy. It is true that many problems seem to have no solution but "the last resort of the incompetent." They are resolved only when an 18 year old is standing on a hill with an M-16 in his hand. Or when a serial rapist goes to the chair. And it seems that even more local problems end with a violent solution: Disobedience in children is "solved" by yelling / spanking / slapping and much, much worse. Sexual frustration or inadequicy is "solved" by rape and molestation.

    We are all incompetent at one time or another, in one way or another, and we all feel the desire to give in and just lash out, let go of our self control and do harm to others to get what we want. Sometimes we must be violent to get what we need. Even to survive.

    But it goes even deeper than that, I believe. In "The War Prayer" Mark Twain said "If you pray for the blessing of rain upon your crop which needs it, by that act you are possibly praying for a curse upon some neighbor's crop which may not need rain and can be injured by it."

    In the first Gulf War, my war, it was about oil, no question. We were protecting our "valuable trading partner" Kuwait and our uninterrupted supply of the oil we had come to depend upon. I blamed the killing on my country: How could my government, my people, send me over here and order me to do this? Did they really need that oil so badly? Now that I'm back here, I'm a part of that country. The finger of guilt has a way of traveling in large circles...

    The vast majority of our food is grown with petroleum based fertilizers. And the major users of fuel are the trucks, trains and ships that transport our food and other goods.

    Bananas, grown thousands of miles away in a banana republic, are cheap to ship over here because oil is kept cheap through war. I think of eating a banana over here as firing a round of ammunition over there.

    Driving a hummer, eating bananas, shopping for the lowest price for foreign goods; these are all tiny violence's that we commit without thinking. Multiplied times the millions of people who commit them, they are the cause of our wars, of the oppression of peoples in the 3rd world, of the death of personal responsibility.

    For memorial day, I worked in my garden. We have spinach, lettuce, onions, chives, green and red peppers, tomatoes, and more strawberries than we can eat. It was great exercise, it was peaceful, and it made me happy on a very, very sad day.

    You can start small and still have an impact. Buy locally grown, organic food. Cut an old milk jug or something from your trash in half to make a pot, plant cherry tomatoes or basil or something else that is easy to grow. Set it out in the sun, water it once a day, just enough to dampen to soil.

    Have faith that it will grow. And when you eat the result, know that it does make a difference. Know that because of it one less round of ammunition will need to be fired by an 18 year old in some other country. You can eat it here and it will make your body healthy. And their bodies won't have to eat it over there.

    See also:

    James Newton :

    Domestic Violence

    Just wanted to say a word for the dead after this memorial day. Especially the fallen soldiers in Iraq. I know this forum is normally about domestic violence, but I hope we can take a moment to decry other forms of violence as well. A couple that I and my wife are very close to are counselors, he works for the Dept of Veterans Affairs and she is a rape / crisis counselor in private practice. They have told me that survivors of war and survivors of rape often have similar symptoms and challenges, so maybe there is something in common after all. I don't know.

    But I do know that I grieve for my brothers who died in this war, and in my war (the first Gulf War) and in my friends war (VietNam) and my mentors war (WW II). I grieve for the families they left behind, for the comrades who bear the guilt of having survived them, and for the violence that all we soldiers have inflicted on others.

    When I was a young man, I joined the Navy so that I could support a girl whom I had asked to marry me. I thought long and hard before choosing helicopter based anti submarine warfare because there are very few civilian submarines and so little chance of killing innocents. I was sent to the first gulf war and my helicopter helped to clear mine fields. All was well until my helo was used to guide army attack helos from the gulf to the area of their targets. In the video from one of their wire guided missiles, there was a distinct image of a teeter-totter going up and down as the missile zoomed in. The secondary explosion left little doubt that those kids were killed.

    After the war, I started drinking. With the goal of getting drunk. Years later, AA taught me to make amends to everyone that I had wronged. Today, I am trying to do that, in a negligible way, by speaking out against any form of violence.

    I won't try to make the world rosy. It is true that many problems seem to have no solution but "the last resort of the incompetent." They are resolved only when an 18 year old is standing on a hill with an M-16 in his hand. Or when a serial rapist goes to the chair. And it seems that even more local problems end with a violent solution: Disobedience in children is "solved" by yelling / spanking / slapping and much, much worse. Sexual frustration or inadequicy is "solved" by rape and molestation.

    We are all incompetent at one time or another, in one way or another, and we all feel the desire to give in and just lash out, let go of our self control and do harm to others to get what we want. Sometimes we must be violent to get what we need. Even to survive.

    But it goes even deeper than that, I believe. In "The War Prayer" Mark Twain said "If you pray for the blessing of rain upon your crop which needs it, by that act you are possibly praying for a curse upon some neighbor's crop which may not need rain and can be injured by it."

    In the first Gulf War, my war, it was about oil, no question. We were protecting our "valuable trading partner" Kuwait and our uninterrupted supply of the oil we had come to depend upon. I blamed the killing on my country: How could my government, my people, send me over here and order me to do this? Did they really need that oil so badly? Now that I'm back here, I'm a part of that country. The finger of guilt has a way of traveling in large circles...

    The vast majority of our food is grown with petroleum based fertilizers. And the major users of fuel are the trucks, trains and ships that transport our food and other goods.

    Bananas, grown thousands of miles away in a banana republic, are cheap to ship over here because oil is kept cheap through war. I think of eating a banana over here as firing a round of ammunition over there.

    Driving a hummer, eating bananas, shopping for the lowest price for foreign goods; these are all tiny violence's that we commit without thinking. Multiplied times the millions of people who commit them, they are the cause of our wars, of the oppression of peoples in the 3rd world, of the death of personal responsibility.

    For memorial day, I worked in my garden. We have spinach, lettuce, onions, chives, green and red peppers, tomatoes, and more strawberries than we can eat. It was great exercise, it was peaceful, and it made me happy on a very, very sad day.

    You can start small and still have an impact. Buy locally grown, organic food. Cut an old milk jug or something from your trash in half to make a pot, plant cherry tomatoes or basil or something else that is easy to grow. Set it out in the sun, water it once a day, just enough to dampen to soil.

    Have faith that it will grow. And when you eat the result, know that it does make a difference. Know that because of it one less round of ammunition will need to be fired by an 18 year old in some other country. You can eat it here and it will make your body healthy. And their bodies won't have to eat it over there.

    See also:

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